Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i am under stress!
2dae went 2 my course briefin.. omg.. there is lots n lots of things 2 be completed by e end of 3rd years.. i always tot tat RP is a veri lousy sch cos everybody is slackin.. nth is need 2 be done accept attendin sch n study.. but i didn't noe tat there is so much things 2 be done de loh..
i have 2 earn 40 CE points, finish my PP n lastly e FYP in order to graduate in this sch n get my cert.. so mani things 2 be done men.. scare.. how can i finish.. lastly, still must pass all e module well if not have 2 retake n i will be like wastin time.. causin no time 2 finish e things i need 2 do..
next year, mi realli have 2 do java le.. i actualli have this module which is java.. so scare.. have been hearin ppl complainin about it.. so scare.. sian..
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
2dae is realli a bad dae 4 mi!
i cant imagine tat i am soooo sway 2dae.. things jus happen n happen without mi controllin it.. it all start in e mornin.. went 2 sch but when take 168 no seat 4 mi.. den half way tot gort ppl alight, my frenz offer e seat 2 mi.. realli so paisei but thanks.. it like few month ago since i don have a seat.. reach sch, its culture lesson n my team decide 2 go orchard.. damn it.. its so far n we still need 2 come back 2 sch 2 present at 2pm.. i insist not 2 go cos i have a tok at 12pm.. so mi didn't go n they wasn't happi wit mi.. did e ppt slide cos they say i wasn't goin.. i cried.. i donno y nowadae i always cried in sch.. its like e 3rd time in this sem le.. i don wan this 2 happen.. but i jus cant control myself.. sad..
after i cried my classmate desmond donno wat he do.. he actualli run n his hand was full wit henna tat he has jus put on.. after tat his hand actualli touch until my hair n my hair was full wit henna.. its stink n can u imagine ur hair with mud.. omg.. i call ally acc mi go toilet n wash my hair.. desmond felt guilty n went inside e gals toilet 2 take a look.. lols.. have a hard time washin my hair n makin it dry.. so sway men..
when i was in e tok somethin happen again.. guess wat.. my slipper spoilt.. omg.. so paisei men.. i have 2 like drag my feet 2 walk.. sian.. back 2 class nisa help mi repair my slipper.. hahas.. i realli wan 2 say thanks 2 ally n nisa 4 helpin mi.. although i am sad but there is still ppl around hu treat mi gd.. realli thanks.. e last sway part is after sch mi, eugena n siew fen actualli have a quarrel.. haiz.. i am diein.. quarrel cos of fair n not fair stuff.. hello ppl i wan 2 be happi.. i don wan 2 cry animore.. pls don make mi crazy.. i am sad.. 2dae is not my dae..
Monday, November 27, 2006
bein spy by wei leng n eugena!
ppl actualli 2dae nth much 2 blog.. don even feel like updatin de.. but this 2 frenz of mine tat i have mention above took my pic without mi noticin.. wei leng have actualli took my pic on fri while i was on my way home at e bus stop.. 2dae she put it in her msn dp den i noe de.. ask mi upload in my blog..
actualli i wan 2 delete away from their com.. but too bad they have mani copies n its in different com.. so i shall upload it here n make ppl laugh..
hope sch holi start now n i mean now.. i jus cant wait animore.. i don have sufficient time 2 do things i wan n even sleepin.. tok, briefin, activites, meetin n ut re like comin at 1 go.. still need 2 spend such a long time in sch 4 lesson.. where gort time do all these.. goin crazi soon..
luckily cant c my face clearly..
again..
n again..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
didn't go 2 sch 2dae!
2dae i pon sch.. hahas.. ytd nite was tinkin wan 2 go anot.. den decide not 2 put alarm clock.. but i wake up almost every hour at e middle of e nite 2 c e time.. jus cant sleep peacefully cos i was tinkin wan go anot.. so when it was 5.30am i decide not 2 go already.. den continue sleepin.. wake up at 9plus cos my frenz call mi n make fun.. hahas.. they so funni de la.. after tat online den went bedok inter shop shop.. finalli there is a dae 4 mi 2 go out shop shop.. don have 2 go sch n work.. so happi.. but time pass so fast.. its nite time again.. sian..
shall look 4ward 2 tml n i realli hope 2 have a better team.. i wan eugena in my team 4 everydae.. can this come true.. hahas.. tml have 2 go 4 an interview 2 get into e open house tour guide.. wish mi luck ppl.. hees.. i am scare.. 2dae dinner was so delicious.. had pizza, fried chicken n fried rice.. happi birthdae 2 my daddy..
Monday, November 20, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
i realli hate all e things tat re happenin on mi!
y izzit tat e happiness i had in e past few dae or week has gone.. i realli donno.. n wat i need is jus an ans.. ans 2 y all e unhappiness things are happenin.. i realli need some 1 beside mi 2 take mi away from all this unhappy things.. my life totalli sux now.. i am controlin my feelin n tears whenever i am..
y izzit tat ppl cant appreciate wat i have done.. everyone is busy but i am e oni 1 hu care 4 everythin.. in e end wat i have 2 tell ppl is this is wat all of us have done.. y cant i jus say its wat i have done 4 u alone.. all this sux men.. wat e hell..
happi 18th birthdae 2 sharold..
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
y cant things happen in e way ppl expect it 2 be?
y y y n y? can ani 1 pls tell mi.. i am crazy.. everythin went on smoothly in e mornin.. afternoon went 4 a tok n after tat presentin.. didn't go home after sch cos i am waitin 4 rosaline.. i wait from like 4pm-6pm.. alone in e classroom.. so ke lian.. reach home around 7.30pm.. wasn't happi after callin kuan tin.. she is my auntie in work place.. totally sian after hearin wat she say.. cant imagine tat i am goin 2 leave tat place n it realli have become true.. jus 1 word 2 say n its sad.. i have pile of things 2 be completed.. n yet so much things 2 tink.. i wan a break n indeed i need it.. pls leave mi alone..
ytd was late 4 sch 4 no reasons.. didn't woke up late n indeed i left home early.. but e stupid bus gort prob de.. single deck again n again.. n i am so stubborn tat i don wan 2 take.. so end up late cos of my stubborn.. was super late n e faci ask mi which side do u come from.. hahas.. wanted 2 say johor de.. but i tink its even nearer than where i stay.. lols.. i can tell tat she is goin 2 down grade mi 4 sure.. she jus hate ppl hu re late.. happi 18th birthdae my dearest aiai sirvin..
Friday, November 10, 2006
shall post a super long entry of wat i have been doin recently!
last sat went 2 ps 2 help up in e donation 4 e animals from 9am-3pm.. was damn tirin n we rest more than we carry e donation tin n walk around.. but ppl this is a trend as last time when i was doin donation we were always restin more than doin.. i felt guilty n bad but was realli tire.. we went 2 walk around in e shoppin centre n eat 4 a long time.. luckily still manage 2 get ppl 2 donate quite alot of money.. after tat went 2 work from 4pm-9pm.. get scoldin from e supervisor cos i go help my frenz do massage n she say u veri free izzit.. hahas.. somemore say i play circle-circle game wit her.. lols.. but i realli nv play wit her loh.. circle-circle game means she wanna come n scold mi den i disappear.. she walk this side den i slowly run away behind her.. but i didn't loh.. infect i went 2 e storeroom n hide.. hahas..
last sun went 2 sch early in e mornin cos have 2 reach sch at 7.30am 4 e clean n green week thingy.. afterall, it was quite bore n fun.. bore cos we don realli have anithin 2 help up.. fun cos no need do anythin den can get points le.. oso make some new frenz in tat event.. hees.. nice n tire dae.. but luckily they call us go home at 4.30pm.. initially was told tat we have 2 stay until 6.30pm.. so tire sia..
already so tire le mon still have 2 go sch.. sch was alright but after sch still need go 4 e java workshop which is like so stupid n sian.. oso donno how 2 do.. n when i reach home it was super late.. yet another tirin dae..
tue was a super fun dae.. hahas.. we gort 2 do drama n put it in a video.. e last lesson we oso did tat.. so have done 2 video le.. hees.. overall, e videos we make was super funni.. ppl if u all wan 2 watch call mi 2 send u all.. n comments pls.. hahas.. thanks..
wed actualli wanted 2 go sing k wit rosaline n her frenz but fail cos i intend 2 go sch.. hahas.. but go wit her abit weird leh.. all from another class includin her.. recently donno y my gd frenz all from other class de.. weird mi.. hahas..
thur realli plan don go sch de but fail again cos of e stupid tok which i wan 2 attend.. so go loh.. no choice.. but i noe if use break time 2 go 4 tok is cant de.. cos later nv help them do ppt they will give mi attitude.. clever mi.. hahas.. i ask my frenz 2 send mi e things 4 thur lesson on wed.. so wed nite go home chiong like siao.. i realli hardworkin k.. i sit down infront of my laptop thinkin how 2 solve thur things 4 hours.. hahas.. thur go 2 sch happily n teach them how 2 do so tat i can go 4 e tok safely without my teammate givin mi attitude.. hees..
2dae lesson was okae but quite stress up cos eunice e clever gal nv come.. so i have 2 chiong like siao.. aniwae its over.. yet another exitin dae is over.. hahas.. 2dae maths faci told us tat she wasn't teachin us le.. wat a sad thing it is.. i like this faci veri much as compare 2 other module de.. so sad sia.. aniwae have 2 accept e fact.. e next faci is a damn er xin wan.. hahas.. sorri 2 judge him by his cover.. lols.. this weekend will be e last time i am workin at e same old place.. quite sad 2 say tat but 2 accept e truth.. tat all.. enough of bloggin le..
my hand which is drawn on last sun..
a closer view..
Thursday, November 02, 2006
