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Friday, February 27, 2009

Summary!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO DAMIEN !!!

I’m going to post a long entry and please if you are not interested to read you can always click on the x button located at the top right hand corner.

Don’t know where I should start to blog.

Have been super super super super super BORE! What I did on every weekday was wake up, eat, online, bath, watch tv and sleep. Weekend work. This routine has been on for quite some time. Getting very sick and tire already. Every day waiting for my handphone to ring see got people ask me out a not. But sad to say it’s a NO! I guess I’m not the only person having this routine. Many people are having it as well.

Was having my daily routine and today something unusual happen. I’m not sure should I say it here but ya I don’t give a damn!


This person came to talk to me.



This was my name and pm in msn.



Suddenly a window pop up and say: YES U R VERY FAT ACTUALLY from that person.
I was like wtf I have never msn with this person before. Was it someone making fun of him?
I replied: crazy?
He replied: haiz, sian
Aren’t that crazy? A hardworking boy has turn into ??? Anyway his someone from my class.

Someone makes me angry. Someone go and tell someone friend that one day I must buy flowers go down ting ting’s house liao. Isn’t that touch? I told the someone I don’t want flowers and I only want you! Someone say very sweet leh. Still ask me don’t go and work because someone wants to yang wo. I ask the someone marry me la. Someone say cannot because my dad don’t allow.
Thanks to that someone and I know you were trying to make me feel happy! Sorry for being unreasonable to you too!
Someone = Eileen (Bestie partner)

Kbox-ing with Peiyu, Alvin and Desmond!
Sorry people for reaching so late! Met them at 7pm cini kbox. Sing all the way till 12am and I left the place. Reach home at 1am. My sweet daddy ma jiam like my part-time bf. He waited for me at the bus stop to walk me home. The rest of them sings till 3am. Not fair not fair! Very sad lo. The three of them all stay west side. I’m the only one who stays east side. Next time call east side people so that I can cab home with them ma.

S.H.E autograph session!
Met up with Sirvin aiai and Mei Chen on that day. The event starts at 2pm Eastpoint mall. But crazy us start queuing up as early as 6.30am. Hahas. aiai thanks for the CNY card too! long time ever since i receive from anyone.

Sakae sushi!
I know I’m noob because it’s the first time I had. Met up with Joanne darling and Juan Ling. It has been more than one year since I last met them. Of course I see some changes in them.

Fish and co!
Again, first time trying it. Met up with Peiyu and Hui Xian. Eat and shop was what we did. I brought myself a skirt, dress, scarf and bf shirt. On the way home I took bus alone. The bus was damn pack and there was this idiot uncle squeeze me like nobody business. He ma jiam treat me as his bed. He laid his whole body on me. Thanks loh. I scolded fuck la! But he didn’t hear. Only the person in front of me heard.

I want branded bags!
I’m eyeing on a lot of different bags. But currently I need a job to fulfill my wish. I want LV, GUCCI, BURBERRY, LONG CHAMP and COACH bag! Suddenly I have the urged to get all of them but I have no money.

Prom night!
Today was the prom night day. I wanted to go badly but ya it's over. Can someone update me about this prom night thingy? Those people got photo can send me I want to kpo. I bet I will see a lot of pretty girls and handsome boys!

Peiyu has gone for chalet!
I’m sitting down staring at my laptop for the whole day where this girl of mine went chalet with her hub hub. Feel happy for you. Honeymoon again. So envy! Have fun and enjoy!
At this moment of time, I hate myself for still being like that! I tried to be happy in front of everyone especially my family when I’m not happy at all! Memory flashes back again!
Where’s my bai ma wang zi? Take me away from this place to another island to live happily ever after! My honeymoon~

The four girls that went to the chalet..

Me and Hui Xian..

Me and Peiyu..

Me, Juan Ling and Darlin..

Again!
Me and Pei Jun..
Gathering for S.H.E^
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I WANT TO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT I’M NOT SUPPOSE TO DO!

HOWEVER, I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL REGRET UNLESS I REMOVE 'REGRET' AWAY FROM MY DICTIONARY NOW!
Friday, February 06, 2009

Seriously hurt 我连呼吸都痛!

I’m back from my 3d2n chalet. I would like to say sorry to everyone as I guess I have causes some inconvenience there. Initially I have decided not to go for the chalet but I want to get an answer in the chalet itself as well as promising i will turn up. I thought chalet could bring us closer due to our problem of time but i'm wrong! It's just an excuse! Moreover, mum being very nice allowing me to go for the chalet for all days as she wants me to have fun since school is over. I guess she did miss me a lot!

Back to my single life now, the first time in my whole life which a guy can make mi falls for him so much. Nevertheless, reading through all the sms, msn, recalling all the dates and things you have said before just makes me feel so hurt. I can see that you are doing things now to make me hate you! I want to remove away the phrase call ‘you think too much’ from my own dictionary. Till now then I realize all along I’m not thinking too much and this is the phrase that makes me reflect is it that I’m thinking too much.

I felt so silly for trusting and believing you so much. Why is it that at the earlier stage when problem start to happen I have never ever thought of the reason for breaking you gave me? I can’t stop myself from thinking back of the times when the both of us love each other so much. What can I do apart from crying? I really hate myself for being like that. I think mum hurts too when she see me crying so badly. After all, I have told her everything.

Why is it that you make me falls so deeply in love with you when you no longer love me already? Is this called revenge? I think it’s a lesson for me and an experience. People you won’t believe all this things until one fine day you really experience on it. Why is it I love you to the extent till I can change myself for the sake of you?

As for now, I can do nothing and time is the best medicine for me. Crying was what I can do. I’m really very tire but I just couldn’t get to sleep. Before chalet that night I didn’t manage to sleep enough as I was thinking what am I suppose to do in the chalet about us and e 3d2n chalet I didn’t sleep at all. I’m back now but still couldn’t sleep. Nobody was at home.

Crying doesn’t heal me but drinking and smoking does. Thanks!

Special thanks and sorry to this people: Peiyu, Yan Lin, Michelle and Hui Xian. They are the one that are by my side and things they said makes me reflect and I think what they said is absolutely true!

Somehow regret myself from ignoring and not believing what win has said. Anyway, thanks to him and Damien too.

Lastly, I’m sorry for not listening to the advice you people gave me.