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Friday, June 22, 2007

a short entry 2 wish marmi happi birthdae!

hmm.. new faci 2dae.. but donno y there’s 2.. e faci seems 2 be alright.. but i didn’t realli pay attention in class.. no mood.. everydae like tat can die men.. began 2 have singin session in class wit jessie n gina.. its realli fun.. jessie lao po de voice hmm damn nice.. i didn’t expect her 2 have such a nice voice.. hahas.. she’s so funni 2dae loh.. i told her 2dae is my marmi birthdae.. den she say auntie happi birthdae make mi laugh like crazi..

2dae heard tat its band ROD’s dae.. it means graduation dae.. hmm.. no 1 tell mi.. so sad.. this shows how unpopular i’m in band.. 5yrs in band.. hmm.. i wonder y.. last min zhi yi call mi but i don feel like goin already.. havin sch.. this type of things must tell mi earlier den i can plan ma.. but i tink e sec 5 re not welcome..

a veri happi birthdae 2 my dearest marmi.. i luv u..

Thursday, June 21, 2007

a post 4 some 1 hu i’m sure u will read in e past but perhaps not now!

hmm.. my dearest sweetheart.. don u realise our relationship(frenzship) has been driftin apart? its has been such a long time since we have spend time 2gether.. until i cant remb u re my sweet sweet or heart heart.. seriously i donno y this happen.. from a super close frenz hu use 2 meet up everydae includin wed 2 a frenz which i don even tok much 2 in class.. no more stayin back in sch 2gether.. no more msn chat in class n at hm.. no more msg n call 2 each other.. no more eatin 2gether durin breakout.. no more learnin 2gether in class.. no more e need of mi in class.. last of all, no more care n concern between us.. aniwae i donno am i e 1 hu cause it? didn’t us say tat we must maintain our relationship 2gether even if we re not in e same class? now haven diff class wor.. u should tink of e reason if realli i am e 1 hu re causin all these.. haiz..

suddenly, i have e urge 2 sing.. have been singin lots n lots of song since ytd.. havin a mini singin session at hm ytd.. i wan 2 have more 2dae.. but no time leh.. tml is my marmi birthdae.. i don have ani surprise 4 her.. tire 2 tink of it oso.. hahas.. summaries of wat had jus happen.. i was so kan chiong tat i walk so fast n i knock onto e fan on e floor.. e fan spilt into half n i have 2 fix it.. marmi still scold mi like hell say wat oni hp ring no need like tat.. say i from small elephant become big 1.. so rough.. hahas..

lastly, my dearest sweet sweet take lots of care.. don fall sick men..

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i'm here 2 rite a short entry!

2dae is a damn borin dae.. i spend my whole wed at hm alone.. woke up at 12pm but lie on my bed till 1pm.. watch 200 pound beauty.. i noe i'm lack.. aniwae it's quite a nice show.. watch e s.h.e mv too.. veri veri nice.. hmm.. tat's how i spend my dae..

lastly i 4gort 2 wish ella a happi birthdae.. her birthdae falls on e 18th of june..

happi belated birthdae ella..

Monday, June 18, 2007

physically in sch, mentally at hm!

last fri
plan 2 slack at hm n study my ut as i don have time on e weekend.. but once again when it comes 2 study my plan fail.. i jus don have e feelin 4 it.. so when catherine call mi out i jus agree without thinkin much.. aniwae went 2 yishun lib, kfc n northpoint 2 shop around.. first time goin yishun loh.. not tat bad.. gort catherine 2 keep mi entertain.. better than stayin at hm.. would upload e pic next time when i’m free in frenzster..

2dae
hmm.. i tink i 4gort 2 bring my brain 2 sch.. was too tire 4 anythin.. mind couldn’t work at all.. i noe nth about java.. 2 dae of work is killin mi.. didn’t study much 4 my ut.. but it’s alright la.. i don c myself gettin gd grade when i study.. suddenly, i don feel a sense of belongin in my class.. i donno y.. i was e first 2 reach class 2dae n i tink its my first time.. don wish 2 mention animore.. i hate bein e first 2 reach.. totally no mood in class.. absolutely no 1 enetertain mi at all.. decide 2 im yan lin n ask her wat she doin in class.. den she told mi she wasn’t in sch.. hahas.. silly mi.. liling gave mi a pair of orange earin which she brought from bankok.. so gd of her still remb mi.. aniwae gonna miss her tml.. 2dae nv come 4 lesson already tml still don wan come.. i tink she’s too tire la.. nvm.. shall c her on thur den.. hees..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i hate my life n eveythin tat is happenin includin myself!

i have wrote in my last entry tat i won be bloggin till sch reopen.. here i am 2 blog again.. i’m here 2 fa bi qi.. i’m damn angry, sad n everythin.. y izzit there’s nth gd happenin on mi? y? can some 1 pls tell mi? seriously i hate myself.. how i wish i could jus end my life like tat.. can some 1 pls kill mi? i donno how 2 carry on wit my life.. i have no mood 4 work, sch n play.. i’m lost in e jungle n all i could c re all trees.. no human bein at all.. i wan 2 put a full stop 2 everythin.. haiz..

i realli have 2 say sorri 2 eileen chua.. i didn’t meet her.. wasn’t in a gd mood.. once again its time 4 mi 2 do more reflection on myself..

dead..

ppl pls pls update mi wit e newest info okae!

i noe i’m slow like wat pauline say.. entainer nv pull long enough n clean it.. from now on i will okae..

sometime i realli find tat bein in diff sch make us all a part.. i’m sad.. makes mi sound like i don even have frenz.. i mean lots of frenz but all hi-bye frenz.. i realise tat within this few dae i understand n learn alot of new things.. watsoever, life still move on!

hmm.. aniwae i gonna miss all of u like crazi.. no pic taken durin outin.. sad.. special thanks 2 those gals hu have acc mi tot e 2 weeks of holi.. u ppl noe hu i am referrin 2.. muackz muackz 4 all of u.. bye..

yet, another excitin dae is over!

ytd
hmm.. woke up early in e mornin although i slept at 2.30am e dae b4.. did some preparation n called pris.. so met her at east point around 11plus.. shop around 4 awhile n went 2 her house.. sittin infront of her lappy 4 quite sometime.. i have 2 admit its fun hangin out as long as i’m not at hm.. hahas.. meet up pauline in e noon.. headed 2 bugis.. shop, eat n gossip is wat we did e whole dae.. brought a shirt from bugis.. soon its time 2 go back hm.. but i still don feel like.. so i went 2 take bus 12 wit them.. pauline went hm after tat.. while i join pris 2 meet her bf.. hmm.. her andrew is realli funni la.. aniwae stay there 4 awhile.. how i wish i could stay longer n continue wit our game.. sorri pris.. couldn’t acc u till so late.. reach hm n is around 12plus.. took a bath n start sittin down n dae dreamin.. i don feel like sleepin although marmi slept already.. so i began 2 msg my sweet sweet.. its had been such a long time since we last contact.. its oni a few dae but i tink is long.. i tink she has totally 4gotten about mi loh.. she has so much frenz 2 hang out wit.. am i rite? finalli we will not get 2 each other 4 exactly 1 week.. not i don wan meet u hor.. is u okae.. hahas.. aniwae chatted wit her on e phone 4 a veri veri long time.. until 3plus in e mornin.. damn tire loh.. i tink e few hrs of chattin is enough as we have 2 miss each other 4 1week.. hahas.. realli thanks 4 acc mi tot e nite.. i luv u so much best frenz n i hope our relationship will last like wat u say!

2dae
its mend 2 be a slackin dae at hm.. damn bore loh.. nvm.. gonna meet up eileen chua later at nite 2 catch up wit her.. should be goin hm late again.. hmm.. i have been readin alot of stuff.. when i come 2 tink of it n reflect.. seriously i'm hurt without ani 1 noticin n carin 4 mi.. wat's this? cryin doesnt solve anythin.. so i promise myself not 2 drop tears at all.. won be bloggin till sch reopen.. so ppl tc n enjoy..

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

another borin dae at hm!

woke up in e mornin n start playin game.. after awhile marmi wanted 2 go shing song.. so i ask her 2 wait 4 mi 2 play finish my game.. went there wit her.. aniwae gort myself some stuff.. have been cravin 4 my yan yan biscuit few dae ago.. so marmi brought it 4 mi.. she brought a lot of things 4 mi 2 eat.. hahas.. i tink she noe tat bringin mi down is a wrong move.. watever i c i oso wan de loh.. came back hm.. started 2 eat my biscuit.. marmi jus cant stand mi men.. i’m realli a small kid 2 her.. hahas..

i’m realli bore at hm loh.. i started playin around wit new stuff.. so i went 2 record my voice.. is quite lame but fun.. i record alot of time.. still go n sing those i don realli noe how 2 sing de song.. decide 2 send it 2 eileen, yan lin n winnie.. i noe i’m lame but ppl entertain mi okae.. i’m sad cos i’m bore.. aniwae hopefully tml will be a better dae 4 mi.. i’m lookin 4ward 2 it..

was damn busy in e evenin.. helpin marmi make e roti-prata.. damn ma fan.. i’m a lazy gal la.. don like 2 do this type of things de..

Monday, June 11, 2007

i’m damn sad!

suddenly i feel tat holi re not as nice as wat i tink.. i noe i’m random.. have been hopin 4 it n now i dislike it.. i donno y.. holi re jus passin dae by dae.. absolutely no 1 entertain mi accept my marmi.. she’s e person i have been tokin 2 since mornin.. haiz.. sad.. every 1 gort their own things 2 busy wit.. n here i am sittin infront of my lappy dreamin.. i hate this!

i kept thinkin whether have i done e correct move? e ans 2 it is no.. i told darlin everythin.. she say tat i shouldn’t have do tat.. but wat’s done cant be undone.. i have 2 accept e fact n continue 2 move on.. i’m realli sad..

i make darlin veri happi on sat due 2 her birthdae present n everythin on tat dae.. but sun i tink she was angry wit mi.. i didn’t wait 4 her n went out wit my other frenz since they came down.. once again i broke my promise.. sorri.. i felt bad.. haiz..

Friday, June 08, 2007

i'm back in sch!

ytd
went mani mani places n take mani mani bus.. hahas.. crazi mi wit sweet sweet.. thanks 4 ur acc.. muackz muackz.. finalli exchange my shirt n brought myself a belt.. wee.. happi..

2dae
went back 2 sch wit li ling n her frenz.. she reformat her lappy.. i was surfin e net n here i come bloggin in sch.. hahas.. o.. i jus remb i 4 gort 2 mention somethin here.. n tat's my stupid mp4.. e screen break into bits n pieces.. so sad men.. tink i'm realli rough men.. sian.. tml will be another bore dae 4 mi.. back 2 workin in weekend as usual..

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

a random update!

i’m startin 2 miss some of my frenz..

below re e list of people hu i have not met 4 such a long time..

last saw them

priscilla (at sentosa)
eileen chan (at s.h.e cd cover exchange)
sirvin (at her house bus stop)

pauline (at sentosa)

eileen chua (at her house bus stop.. i acc her hm k)

hamizah (e last dae of sch)
rosaline (e last dae of sch)

yan lin (e last dae of sch in bus 960)

w65n ppl (e last dae of sch)

catherine (hmm.. after e movie session i guess)

my sweet sweet (omg.. izzit within 24hrs n i have started 2 miss u)

* gals above pls take note n sorri if i have miss out ani 1 of u..

an update of my holi!

mon
i wan it 2 be my rest dae as its jus e start of my holi.. but it turn up 2 be a bad dae 4 mi.. after i ate my lunch, i feel damn uncomfortable.. feel like vomitin throughout e dae.. afterall i did vomite at nite.. didn’t ate much tat nite..

tue
went 2 bugis n citylink wit my sweetheart.. hmm.. brought a jeans short pants.. shop around till evenin n i decided 2 go hm.. sorri 4 goin hm so early k.. i’m realli sick n tire..

2dae
went 2 expo wit juan ling.. she’s damn steady.. i call her out ytd nite n she str8 away say okae.. hahas.. make mi feel tat i still have some super steady frenz.. walk around n spend alot of money.. brought lots of stuff too.. back 2 bedok inter n i saw zi wei n yulianti.. hmm.. went 2 chat wit them 4 quite long.. aniwae a nice gatherin.. long time since i last saw zi wei.. she’s still as pretty as b4.. when i was about 2 go hm.. i saw another person.. don wish 2 mention here.. oni juan ling n my sweetheart noe.. pls don say out k.. sian..

Saturday, June 02, 2007

s.h.e cd cover exchange!

wed
went out wit my sweet sweet.. liling don wanna meet us.. so e 2 of us go er ren shi jie again.. shop around tam 4 e whole dae.. hahas.. aniwae had fun..

thur
went 2 work cos it’s a public holi.. sweet sweet miss a chance 2 work.. she damn sad.. hahas.. den noe a new gal there.. she’s quite friendly.. had fun wit her too..

2dae

went sch as usual.. everythin turns out 2 be fine.. until my sweet sweet left e class.. i was damn sad n angry at tat time loh.. she promise 2 go bugis wit mi 2 exchange e s.h.e cd cover.. but she intended 2 pon sch wit her team.. so she did it.. left mi behind.. nvm la.. its all over.. she make mi learn how 2 be in class without her.. i would make her learn too.. in e comin weeks.. hahas.. aniwae still went down 2 bugis meet her after sch la.. don wanna be angry wit her le.. tire.. realli thanks liling 4 her acc.. noe few more frenz at there.. manage 2 exchange wit e help of sweet sweet frenz.. thanks.. muackz muackz 4 her.. sweet sweet promise mi not 2 make mi so sad again can? sob sob.. below re e pic took jus now..

obviously it's not all mine.. i took e ella 1..