heart broken!
i have no words 2 describe my feelin! i cried myself 2 sleep every nite! even durin e daes time i cried too! y am i behavin like a crybaby? those hu have noe mi well will noe tat i dun cry so easily.. when i’m sad i always try 2 be strong n not 2 cry! but now i have nthin 2 say..
no words can describe how much i luv, miss n treasure u! but wat about u? everythin seems 2 be fine 2 u.. u didn’t even realize u have change alr.. i tink u realli need 2 noe e diff between treatin ur frenz n gf.. it’s diff!!! i dun even tink he will come n read my blog! readers wat’s a bf 4??? when i need 2 get all my things done by myself.. or rather i always need my frenz 2 acc mi 2 get things done..
ytd i went shoppin after work wit some of them.. was on my way back hm waitin 4 bus at a super dark place alone.. it was quite scary n all e bus was pack.. due 2 tat, i have no bus 2 board and continue 2 wait.. finalli i could board e bus after waitin 4 such a long time.. e whole bus was filled with indian guy.. once again there’s a indian pervert guy.. dun wish 2 say wat he did 2 mi! was damn scary.. i dunno y this always happen 2 mi? i dunno hu can i contact 2 help mi.. aniwae its over!
i stay back 2dae after sch 2 do nthin.. i dun even noe e reasons y i stay back.. maybe cos i dun wanna reach hm so early 2 do nthin.. i went back after sch alone! i dun understand y izzit tat i dun even noe wat his doin? he had nv tell mi anythin! wat he noe is pushin mi 2 all my frenz 2 let them acc mi.. tell mi wat’s e use of goin sch wit this type of things happenin? i cried my way back hm in bus again! i hate 2 hear u sayin i’m outside when i call 2 tell u somethin cos i dun even have e chance 2 tok! checkin my phone 4 ur call n msg everytime.. can ani 1 pls tell mi wat should i do?
special thanks 2 peiyu 4 all e things u have done!
she’s always e one hu nv fails 2 make mi feel i’m all alone.. moreover, thanks 2 her alvin hub hub too! i tink he c mi so ke lian till he doesn’t even mind n offer mi 2 have dinner wit e both of them.. thanks 2 both of u! i realli dun wanna disturb both of u la.. hope e both of u have an enjoyable dinner!
goin 4 an interview next wk but i dun even noe how 2 go.. but nvm, i will try 2 get my wat there alone! lastly, i wanna watch e CNY movie by mediacorp.. e wedding game(da xi shi).. frenz date mi out soon can? i wanna watch badly! i need k-session 2 make mi happi!
