b4 i left home n headed 2 sch 2dae my marmi had finally came back from Malaysia after visitin grandma.. recently, e doctor has check tat my grandma has cancer n so marmi has 2 go back 2 malaysia 2 c her.. since young my marmi has bring mi along whenever she go as she tink tat i need her by my side.. but as 4 now, she tink tat i am 18 n should be independent.. e daes tat she was not at home was terrible.. i have 2 do everythin myself like washin my clothes, doin housework n etc.. i didn’t even had my dinner 4 e past few dae as i am jus too lazy 2 go down n buy..
after marmi left, dad told mi somethin n ask mi not 2 tell marmi as she scare marmi will get angry.. for now, i am keeping e secret but i tink tat in a family we should be united.. should i tell my marmi? i am afraid tat marmi will go crazy.. i luv my marmi more than my dad.. but everytime when i say out e secret there will definitely be a conflict between them.. they will start quarrelin n i do feel sad.. i don wan this 2 happen again n again..
as 4 life in sch 2dae, i realli have nth 2 say.. its goin from bad 2 worse.. i find tat i realli have no interest in studyin.. i am jus presently in class but my mood wasn’t there.. i tink i am jus enjoyin e air-con, food n internet access.. real tire.. i simply jus need a rest n reflect on myself again.. n 4 sharold, i realli donno am i doin e right things.. i jus feel sorri 4 everythin.. hope nth will happen.. btw since u like e skirt i am wearin 2dae i shall give it 2 u.. haha.. but i noe u wan a new piece.. lol.. pray hard tat there won be anythin happen on mon.. if not i really cant tink of e consequences.. i am getting tire of everythin.. gonna end here 4 2dae..
tinkin whether wan join anot?
things i brought jus now..
